=============================推薦，詞真的寫的超好的…
作詞：林夕 作曲：Christopher Chak 編曲：陳珀/C.Y.Kong
徘徊過多少櫥窗 住過多少旅館 才會覺得分離也并不冤枉
感情是用來瀏覽 還是用來珍藏 好讓日子天天都過得難忘
熬過了多久患難 濕了多長眼眶 才能知道傷感是愛的遺産
流浪幾張雙人床 換過幾次信仰 才讓戒指義無反顧的交換
＊把一個人的溫暖 轉移到另一個的胸膛 讓上次犯的錯反省出夢想
每個人都是這樣 享受過提心吊膽 才拒絕做愛情待罪的羔羊
回憶是抓不到的月光握緊就變黑暗 等虛假的背影消失於晴朗
陽光在身上流轉 等所有業障被原諒 愛情不停站 想開往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
燭光照亮了晚餐 照不出個答案 戀愛不是溫馨的請客吃飯
床單上鋪滿花瓣 擁抱讓它成長 太擁擠就開到了別的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近換來期望 期望帶來失望的惡性循環
短暫的總是浪漫 漫長總會不滿 燒完美好青春換一個老伴
Repeat ＊,＊
你不要失望 蕩氣迴腸是爲了 最美的平凡
Background:
A leading role = Emma (in her 30s age work at high-technology company as a administrator about 2 years long)
1 group (cheat group)= Joe / Kevin / b / c / d
2 bank staff ( 1-director - Ben / 1- bank cashier - Angel )
3 police officer
1 Emma’s new friend - Elle
Story:
On June of 2007, Emma visited some friends in the UK . She's really like to live or travel their aging. Because she has some friends there, she wants to work or study there again. She often keeps in touch with their friend – Robert & May. At that time, she’s not happy with her company and boss ( main point=pay not so good, she felt). She felt very upset many times and going to quit soon. (But deep reason it that: She didn’t control her money well and got some debt , then she wanted to fix it quickly. => means need more salary)
Dec 3rd 2007, Emma reads the newspaper about part-time job (she had part-time job on the weekend, but the boss closed.) She saw 1 job in London , it’s a IT consultant company but only show their e-mail address, if you want to apply it, please send your resume to them. In the first, Emma feel not sure can she trust that, she check out the website, they show English and Chinese on that website and she talked to friend-May who live and work in London. May called that company and chat with Joe. She had great talk with him. Joe told May: they create by Chinese who from Taiwan , and they got other project about solar energy, so need other 25 people to do transportation on IT’s job. The company will provide:
1 room (include 3 meals)
1200 pounds ( 8% British tax) you got 940 pounds / per month
Free tickets ( London – Taiwan ) / per 180 days
After May’s told to Joe, Emma felt she can try it, maybe this is a good chance and help her to work there and improve herself.
After Emma send resume to them and finish “video conference” by msn ( only voice). One week later, she picked up that company’s staff phone call by Joe. She got this job to work as secretary. Other person – Kevin ( Director of Human resources) want to double check with Emma about on board and going to London ’s schedule and etc. Dec 11th: He sent 2 letters (Employment agreement & Engagement letter) by mail both English and Chinese style, meanwhile, Emma sign the signature and scan that back.
Joe and Kevin will always using “internet phone” (base on skype service provide) to connect with Emma. The mobile phone shows up the number looks like “international phone call” (44xxxxxxx). After that, they want Emma to provide something to help company to apply UK ’s Visa. So need the bank save money statement.(=> they make sure you got money can let them stolen)
If you don’t have enough, they will say : The company will help you to lent you 6months salary into your account to help you. They said : their will open 1 oversea bank virtual account. And give you this account number and password.
By the way, they want you earn your trust, so they tell you need to change this password will be safe. And then, you have open “telephone of back service => you can do transfer money to other people’s account => they will give you 1 person’s account number)
Call “ oversea back in Japan => this is their best time to stolen your password, when you call, you need to press the number and they will copy and record it.
…………………….a lot of account they gave me to connect with my account via telephone back service isn’t work out. When they call me, I have to go to back to set up. Terrible…. One month late, they said company can’t give you visa. Most of colleague is someone else relative, but Emma didn’t have. So Emma should provide US$1000 (= NT$330,000) to let company give the guaranteed letter to UK ’s immigration office.
2nd time transfer money about NT$770,000 => They want Emma to provide that to make sure she won’t make crime thing in the UK .
After transfer money, Joe and Kevin can’t contact at all. Emma found it’s……….. 2nd time transfer, the bank found(Ben / Angel) the account very strange, the money 330,000 withdraw from Sat-Sun (Government has rule 1day only can withdraw 10,000 by ATM / 1 time only 30,000) So Ben ask Emma said, did you know them, why you transfer money to them. Also, Ben said this account open by last money , people said the want open drink shop. It’s strange. Ben & Angel stop 2nd time transfer and keep money in their bank. Emma tell police office ~~~ it’s too late.
After double check with police office, it didn’t find the real “Joe and Kevin (cheat group) => the using other people’s ID to open new account and get the ATM card. But the real person policeman catch that only someone lost their ID or they want get some money so they lent to cheap group.
Extra story = Ben was a good people. But he wants Emma to write letter to their boss the give he some reward. Because of this, he didn’t really help Emma to get 770,000 back. Emma wait 1.5months long, Even she wrote it, it doesn’t mean the company must give reward to Ben. But he didn’t think about that, he only focus on when he want. Every time Emma’s ask him, how can I get my money back and what’s process I need to follow. After Elle talk to Ben, he knows if he didn’t start to follow up, Elle will let bank of Headquarter know this situation. Ben wants Emma bring her parents to get money back. He said a lot to Emma’s father:” you need to careful about your daughter, she want stolen your money, she didn’t get job in the UK . Maybe she and Joe, Kevin are both friends and set for this case to thief your money”. God……….Emma lose her parents trust at all.
這陣子我一直在面試，無論是正職或part time，總以為誠心誠意能感動人，但沒想到…社會、大環境等都是很現實的啦…所以人最好是在30前就確定後你要的是什麼，不要再轉職了，那很痛苦而且什麼都要重頭來，就算你肯，別人也不見得會給你任何一個機會的…這是我最近很深的體悟。
今天去了一家留學代辦，我覺得是很有制度，只是我覺得當我把我的想法和一些idea貢獻後，發現對方的小謊言，令人覺得很.... 其實如果不想用我的話，直說，不必說什麼還要等另二個負責人都在台灣之類的話，因為明明這二個人當中的一人，明明就在台灣，而且還是人不在台灣的這個人告訴我的…
所以我就馬上寫了信，先是感謝對方抽空面談我，但一方面我希望萬一我沒入選的話，請告訴我理由，好讓人作為日後的修正，這也不過份吧…
沒想到我長那麼大了，還要一堆人一直擔心我工作的狀況…雖然我知道她們都是關心我，但是我覺得非常的有壓力，因為似乎早就不對了焦點，到底是擔心我回去，還是不想我回去，還是根本覺得我不適合這樣的工作，現在弄的騎虎難下，說真的我已經不想回去了，我要做我真正想做的事，我也不要聽別人說了…別人說的不見得對，況且我也的確是需要自我突破…
怎麼樣才能做一個有自信的人呢?
為什麼讓人感覺一直在一個錯的圈裡繞呢?我也不明白…血液裡是怎麼一回事。
現在的我只想低調，一切未成定局前，我不想讓任何一個人知道，因為越多人知道只會讓事情更慘，不會更好…如同愛莉說的，人只喜歡看別人倒楣的一面、不好的一面，不會真的關心人的…什麼會說你不好的才是真朋友，這個我當然也知道，但是我覺得還是要看是那一種吧…你們以為你們是法官嗎?有權利去定誰或誰的生、死嗎? 謝謝大家的好…我真的都明白啦…
